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Salam...

I think it's enough if readers only know me as Maryam.

I'm just a normal human being 

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I fell in love, got married and hoping for a child

I feel like my life will go on just like others

I got married then I got pregnant bla bla bla

Last July was our first anniversary

It's already 2 months since our first anniversary

That means we have been married for 1 year and 2 months-already

I know

It's not that long for us to worry about having babies

There are 3 and 4 years couple

But

the passion to be a mother is so strong

Looking at my sisters, my friends holding their babies

It's hurt

It's tearing up my heart

I love kids

I do love kids

Dear Allah...

Please

Grant my prayers

Keep me istiqamah

I know You love me

That's why you giving me this test

To keep me closer to You

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